admiring THAT person...

im blushing... yea, i am... i think im admiring someone. well, im not pretty sure what is this feeling im having right now, but i found myself smiling and grinning whenever i think of this person... i dont dare to look at this person eyes directly and i feel like hiding under my desk when this person turn to my direction whenever i peep to look while pretending to be busy... who is he? hmmm, do u think i will tell? maybe i will, maybe not... keep on guessing, wish u all the best... LOL!!

yea, i think im admiring this person... yea, im becoming an admirer now, secretly admiring... i wish to talk to this person, but im scared, worried of getting no reply, rejection... well, im just admiring, the other party doesnt have to know... yeah, that person doesnt have to know, even though i really hope for something better... LOL!! no, no way... that person must have someone special in life. im keeping this as a secret, yup yup, a secret that only me know and it will remain that way forever...

August